"The Architects of Cronos" composed by Jo Blankenberg for Position Music.
Donna in the Sea. Dance of the Wind. The "Little Mermaid" leaps ashore - to become Human.
She brings with her - Ouroboros - The Divine Serpent of Eternity and Endless Return.
The Darkwolf enjoyed playing this loud, on a Sunday morning in our secluded private garden.
Donna said to me:
"I can imagine being re-incarnated to this music. Full of POWER and MOMENT
At some moment in this life - everything goes black - like getting turned off in the middle of a movie you are watching.
For that is how I imagine Death...
Suddenly! A new movie starts... but you still remember the one you WERE watching...
And you just SETTLE IN to the NEW movie..."
She wrote ME a
very long letter. This note was one that was left, addressed to me, for the authorities
File Date: 03/07/2017 4:59PM
Read: "Foam on The Sea" to learn the significance of Donna's "Little Mermaid" coming ashore - to become Human.
My dearest Franco
I feel certain that I am going mad again.
We can't go through another of those terrible times.
And I shan't recover this time. I do not want to be admitted to a psych ward again where the medication affects
my moods even more and the doctor’s do not really care in our overburdened state system.
And you know how terrifying it is in there.
I have been through too many doctors. I don’t care anymore.
Between my mania and deep dips I am unable to creatively use words much less them string them together.
My words are as capricious as my mind.
After my stroke, my eye problems, inability to judge distance and drive, agoraphobia, and ongoing as well as pending health problems,
I don’t want to do it anymore.
My friends do not know how to handle me anymore, so most avoid me.
I cannot fight it anymore.
I don’t want to put you through this anymore.
So I am doing what seems the best thing to do.
You have given me the greatest possible happiness.
You have been in every way all that anyone could be. I don't think two people could have been happier until this terrible disease came.
What I want to say is I owe all the happiness of my life to you.
You have been entirely patient with me, protective and loyal.
I want to say that — everybody knows it.
If anybody could have saved me it would have been you.
Everything has gone from me but the certainty of your goodness.
I need you. My Soldier and My Love, to do the hardest mission you have ever done.
Wish me well in The Undiscovered Country...
kiss me and tell me you love me in that gravelled sexy voice of yours
Come fetch me in the morning. When you leave for Egypt, take me with you.
Find me on Sirius. The Dog Star. I am a dark Wolf. A hunting dog.
If you want your Dark Wolf... find me on Sirius.
There will only be One!
It cannot possibly evade your scrutiny.
You are such a SMART BOY SCOUT? YES?
maybe we can meet in Paris. City of Light. I love Paris!
You MADE me.
Now I MAKE YOU! "Time to Shine"
You MADE me.
You call me “your pretty girl” even though I am 53
And when I am with you – I still feel like a girl.
I just feel ancient around others and having to deal with their absolute stupidness
Sheep or cattle – no better brains they have
Bereft of any light
Already dead – BEFORE – they reached the slaughter-house
I have always lived my life IN THE LIGHT
I KNOW MY PATH
And now I have a single, lone soldier Just ONE warrior to cut my way out of this thorn thicket
And run me to the safety of The Sea
I Know you will not fail me
You cannot – because you would have to fail yourself…
Being soldier – YOU will DO – Or Die Trying
As I have witnessed so many times.
You have done things that I have seen others get broken, attempting…
“I am the one you did not count on” just makes me laugh
My surprise “Jack-in-the-Box”
No One counted on THAT!
Oh my franco – you are so funny
I am dying from grief – and you make me die with laughter?
You are the last Rock for your Only Mermaid
“Try not to fuck it up Double OH Seven” – As you love to say
I love you my beautiful soldier
I know you will fetch me. We have no choice.
I will tell those onlookers to RECALL.
He is a Soldier. Doing His Job! Get back you fragments. Unworthy of kissing his hand."
Roma Victor! (Donna's much-loved Battle-Cry, from one of her favorite movies: "Gladiator")
Your Donna Strega
NEXT: Letter to The Cops
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